Because right now I am OVER IT.
OVER
OVER
OVER
OVER
OVER ALL OF IT.
Over the exams. Over the 4:15 a.m. wakeups with an hour commute to and from clinicals. Over everything.
Perhaps it surfaced today because it was a beautiful day and I'd rather have spent it riding my shiny new bike to the ocean. Perhaps it's because I had an entire quarter of slacking catch up to me in the last 24 hours. Perhaps it's because tomorrow is our first final and I am protesting out of under-preparedness. Eh.
A week from tomorrow afternoon, my first quarter of MEPN is done. I will be 25% of the way to my RN license. That's exciting, but it's hard to keep the eventual goal in sight when everything sucks.
MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Seriously, I'll post again in a week when I hate the world less.
10 months ago
do you ever *really* hate the world less? i think of it as hate redirection.
ReplyDeleteYeah, there are days that I hate things a tiny, tiny bit less. Today is not one of those days.
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